A Long Journey Ahead

Spared Footsteps

By Brangien

I’ve chosen my life,

And I started living it.

I hided long enough,

Thou shall not breathe love.

I’ve always been hoping,

Someone like you will find me.

And at last you’ve noticed,

You swayed back and said “hi”.

From that day forward,

Crazy I was about of you.

Keeping all my mind,

Thinking of only you.

 Never expected of anything at all,

And never did I expect for it to come true.

You were just a dream before,

And now you are to witness the encore.

I started to ask myself,

Am I dreaming or now drowning?

I begun doubting,

If everything of these are true.

I wish the ground to break,

And pull the stars to fall…

I want to prove it’s happening,

I want to know if I’m sure.

You said the words surprisingly,

I was so struck I fumbled on the words.

I wish the moment to pause,

But here I am crossing tic-tac-toe.

Suddenly you kissed me,

Can’t get enough of the whole picture.

You and me in this scene,

You and me… how could it be?

I tried to release my reply,

But you pleaded lust.

How long shall I be in overdose?

This medicine of yours is dangerous.

Then the spark suddenly disappeared,

I knew instantly what would it be.

I hope to remain just like that,

Not knowing I am now alone.

I then realized that I am dreaming,

So my heart revolted and cried.

The pain rushed to every vein,

Then the love I felt went all in vain.

After all I’ve been fooling around,

And after everything I’ve thought about.

I am now so sure to tell you this,

If you wish not to stay,

Spare my footsteps….

I want to journey alone.