Like what my 2009 predictions has told me and the rest of the world, well, it has been a pretty crazy year for everyone. So many changes and so many tragedies happened this year that everyone including my very self came to their own sort of “realization”… that happiness depends on how you mean it to be.
What I just have wanted for the ending year 2009 was to have a wonderful time having fun… and so I did. At the start of this year, I spent a life-changing rendezvous in the island of Boracay. Partying every night and going-out, surely I did enjoy it. I then accepted myself for who I really am. Knowing what I wanted in my life apart from the things I wanted to do for fun made me more outgoing and free. I still can’t believe until now that taking-out all of my inhibitions and refraining from hiding what was the real me will make it easy for me to be happier and open-minded. As far as happiness is concerned, I am happy for what happened to me this 2009… not regretting the things that I’ve done. ^_^
And I even thought of this year was the BIG 2009… so it did! My enthusiasm brought me to different places and so as many achievements. Coming face-to-face with some notable icons of the world and having the chance to serve them a good plate will be considered as one of my golden memories being a Chef. Being able to share myself, and actually gave myself to a place will be unforgettable too. Working on such kind of establishment was one in a million--my first on giving everything and then nothing will happen. I want to take it in a good perspective that my latest stint was a big mark on my career but I always see myself disappointed not to what I’ve done but to whom I did it for. But well, I don’t want to carry it on by the next year… Yet, all in all, it has been an exciting ride for my Culinary Faire!!!
2009 was a true roller coaster ride--a thriller for a lifetime. I definitely will not forget all of the relationships I had this year. Filled with so many ups and downs then sprinkled with a lot of dramas and excuses, what I wanted until the end of this year will be the same… more hook-ups with those steamy nights with what I consider someone “hot”. I just realized one thing after all of these… that there’s nothing wrong playing around and collecting all of the cards that you could then try to pick your favorite out of your choices. Unluckily, I am not able to choose the right person for me. I still consider it a long shot for me.
I am really shocked about my interpersonal skills this 2009, a record-breaker. I haven’t thought it that I could earn so many friends within a year. And I am really happy about it. Finding new ties with strangers is a hard task. But unluckily and sadly to say, I believe that you cannot add more water on a spilling cup… so therefore, I will run-through my list of who I consider my friends from the people who just became an “acquaintance”. I know you love me!!! ^_^
As of my achievements personally and professionally, what I consider the biggest step I made for this year 2009 was making myself as someone who will support my family. I had a hard time deciding what to do with this issue but it wasn’t that hard actually, it depends on how I accepted the fact that I should still sacrifice for the sake of my family. Anyways, I get my own share… I could have fun the way I wanted it without getting scolded or being grounded. And it is really a fulfilling success that I made and support such decisions for my parents and of course with my siblings. It was just so immature of me deciding to take a December vacation not knowing after I leave my latest job, the lives of who depends on me will still go on… and I did not expected it—which I am sorry about. And now I believe that great powers means a lot of responsibilities. But I contemplate, “I am not Superman nor Spiderman.”
All swell that ends well. This year will be remembered forever. I always have problems with dates and numbers but surely 2009 won’t be missed-out. Good things will be carry-on by next year… definitely bad vibes will be left out buried in the past. What happened this year will stay behind and I won’t allow any force that will bring it with me this 2010. But I will miss a lot of things from 2009.
“I will be better.” This has been my life-long goal. Reaching every dream I have and plans that I wanted, there are just some things that holds me back from doing everything that will make my life as if it was the end. “Work hard and party harder!” That will be my motto for 2010. New Year’s resolution will come at handy just in case I will need a list of things I should do and not do. Changing myself will be debated first until I decided to do it. For me, looks are just superficial, what is important is how you are inside. My plan is to have a healthier lifestyle for me and for my family. Personally and maybe if I will check my list of “to do”, this will be on top, I wanted ever since to put my love life on private--to myself alone, which is obviously not happening and will not happen ever… but I will still try to keep things between me and that person. I am planning for such a simple life so I could focus on some other important needs in life… but I think it’ll just be a big disappointment again… I am weak so why keep myself stressed, why not go SHOPPING??? But seriously, I will try not to spend on something less valuable and not so important… promise! ^_^
I had a lot of things going on now… and I am craving for more happenings by next year. If 2009 seems to be something BIG… then 2010 will be GIGANTIC. I wasn’t able to live my life to the fullest at 2009, I wish I will at 2010.
We will be entering another milestone… another year will be added to our ages… and what you think should be done but to move on from what has been your old life at 2009. Great things are just out there waiting to be found. If you can’t find a miracle… I will make one for you.
Enjoy and have more fun!!!
Happy New Year to everyone!!!
Salvo 2010!!! ^_^
