Yes, miracles are just out there... waiting for us to believe that they really do happen. ^_^ And I am so happy that at last there was one sent to me that will really change my life... for the best. My life seems to be needing a lot of silence and peace of mind. Derailed and battered, crazy and ever-changing... that's how I could describe what my life is all about right now. I've been asking why am I always entering this door of fate for several times already... is it me the problem or I just wanted to grow and I just wished for a better life??? Feeling that there will be a dark cloud for tomorrow, not only for me but also to my family, I really get anxiety attacks every night keeping me from a good night sleep that I deserve. I always caught myself thinking of how to give my family a better life that they should be enjoying but I always ran-out of options and see myself helpless about it. And the last thing that I could do is to ask for help... to HIM... and then I get enlightened and been heard of... Thanks for listening and for a wonderful gift on its way to me... I won't sit around waiting for days just to unfold in front of me... I won't keep myself complacent that I am receiving or waiting for anything, I will think of other options that I might have but never been thought about. And of course, I wanted to be sure of my future, I won't just play and have fun... I will look for more choices to think about... Going oversees is my priority right now but what if fate played around me again like just what happened last year for Burj Al Arab right??? This time, I want to be secured... be safe... I won't think that I have no more choice but to get the first offer that will arrive, I will weigh things pretty clear and unbiased... I don't want to just jump over and get hurt when I landed to a uneven platform. I am dealing about my future, as well as my family's tomorrow... I am the only person right now that they are counting on. I can have my mistakes but I need to avoid doing it nowadays... My life right now is really pressuring... but I am fighting. I am strong, I know I can do it. Storms of life will come but they will surely go away too... I want to see my life and our life, as a family, that after a rain... there's a rainbow to enjoy to see.Thank you for the wonderful gift... I will expect for it for sure. ^_^
